You don't love a woman
because she is beautiful,
she is beautiful
because you love her
♥
Not being exaggerating but yes, look @ my right eye. It’s swollen- stye（针眼）
I did not watch porn, I did not peep at anyone bathing.
High possibility is because of dirt.
After 4 days, it has only become like this;
For me, I don’t think its getting any better. It still itch, it still hurts, it is still swollen.
I’ve pills to stop the irritation, but I don’t think I want to swallow that.
I’ve cream for my eye, but I don’t think I want to squeeze a yellowish solid into my eye.
I’ve eyedrop, & I’m depending on it now.
Hopefully my eye will recover soon cause it is very uneasy now.
I can’t apply make up cause it hurts when I remove it. I can’t see things clearly when I lift my head up. I can’t touch my eye cause it hurts.
Whatever it is, stye（针眼）is never an in thing. Pray hard that you won’t get it, so you better make sure you hands are clean before touching your eye.
Anyway, some stuffs just annoyed me recently.
I thought this will only happen during secondary school days.
People always tell me: Don’t be stupid. Don’t be naive.
I guess I’m really am stupid, am naive. I guess some stuffs it is better to keep to yourself.
No matter what, swallow it. No point letting them out cause you don’t know if people can accept it/ even spread around.
Its always like this, when you got to know something which frustrates you, you can never be calm & think thru. All you want is to dig that root out.
However, when you got to know that the ‘ghost’ is who you never expect, you get utterly disappointed & some how, you don’t feel angry anymore, you feel disheartened.
It is impossible to stay 100% calm when you know that someone outside is bound to smear your reputation. Others may not understand but what if it is you who got stabbed? I don’t think you can stay calm & still think its comical to go around finding out the answer.
Well, at least after digging out the culprit, I chose to ignore & let it go. Pointless.
Then, everything returns to square one & I learnt something.
“ As people grow up,
they realize it becomes less important to have more friends,
and more important to have real ones.”
Labels: don't know how to trust anymore
Celebrated Wendy’s b’day.
Lovely cupcakes done by Samantha, Joanne, Grace, Felicia & Tiffany 
B’day girl.
After which, had a game of basketball together till the lights went off (Y)
Don’t belittle the ladies, man… We’re really rough when it comes to red vs black & singaporepoly vs nanyangpoly.
Lol.
It’ll be awesome if we can have a day of workout every week (;
Its only the second week of semester two & I’m so looking forward to the day I graduate.
But… wondering what am I going to do after that?
“ Reality is an illusion
caused by a shortage of alcohol”
Labels: 80, wendy 19th
Sick again :(
Wonder if its due to the haze or that I’ve not been having enough sleep.
School has started, still not used to getting home early.
Timetable is still kinda slack now cause haven’t yet started project, guess the hectic days will be waiting for me when the project is finalized.
Boring. Hate it when I’m sick, I feel so useless, as if I’m dying anytime. pfft.
Hope that I could get well tomorrow cause I’ll have to meet the project supervisor @ Outram. z. Why can’t he just drop by the school?
“ The longer the explanation,
the bigger the lie”
Labels: ill
Drinking, Indian poker, talk cock session, non stop webcam phototaking @ my house. 5 hours of drinking, really was tiring.
Yea, at least I kept my night occupied, which I needed the most yesterday…
Not only was I exhausted already, just when I thought I could sleep my whole day away, loud thunder started sounding as if someone had just landed a rain of bombs @ Singapore –,-
Yea, I did not dare to move an inch.
More on facebook … (;
I guessed I’ve enjoyed myself during the holidays, so much so much has happened. Somehow, when school starts, it seems like a new start of life is awaiting for me.. Cross fingers, everything will be better. Especially my Final year project grouping, I seriously need a proper explanation from them.
“ Pretend like everything is
perfect.”
Labels: forget, just a moment
Halloween @ Night Safari with godfamily (;
My first nightwalk in a rainforest with them. Hahahas. I don’t know if it is a good one cause apparently I was laughing with them when they tried to scare the ghosts. Lol.
Anyway, we tried the haunted house, it was a fast one. I din even dare to enter the theme park’s. So yah, this was my first time & though Van guided me, I was still freak out. The exit part was hilarious, I thought I should run for the exit immediately, so when I ran out, 2 ghosts appeared beside me & I was ran like I saw a cockroach while screaming my lungs out. I could imagine people' were just staring at me.
Then we tried the tram, it was kinda boring, I almost fell asleep. More on introducing the animals which I’ve been thru it before. Partly also because I was timid & sat in between so the ghosts had not much chances to frighten me.
Then the walk, many people, so people behind got more freaked out. Just when I thought I’d survive the walk without screaming, someone lying on the grass suddenly jumped up & yah, I pity whoever was beside me cause I literally couldn’t stop screaming.
Lastly, the night show. Not too bad, they added halloween theme into the show. I like the laser effects, the ‘lightning’ & ‘thunder’. After everything, I was too tired to get frightened anymore.
Before the night ended, had a round of drinking while playing dice with godfamily. Not bad, at least I got to sleep well & hard time waking up next morning. Hehehes.
Not many photos, no flash & blahblahblah, so very hard to take.
First trip that I wasn’t very enthu in taking photos cause I really feel eerie standing beside the ghosts. lol.
Shall upload the photos as soon as I’ve gotten them (;
More random photos;
♥
Clowncium’s bite me project & I’m told to get involved cause I helped him took the main photo which is the –,- face. Oh man. I should have rejected him if I knew he was gonna do stuffs like this x;
lol. It’s cute anyway.
“Promises
are just lies with pretty ribbons tied around them.”
Labels: broken promises
People are persuading me not to drink so much.
Its not that I love drinking that much. I don’t go clubbing frequently. I don’t hang out at pubs till the next morning.
All I need is something to keep me occupied & stop my thoughts from running wild at night.
The only fastest way to knock me out is drinking.
Drinking sucks, especially when you drink unhappily. You get drunk easily & vomit all over the place, hurting your throat, bothering your friends & spouting nonsense.
I just hate the feeling of being alone, in a quiet room.
I need noise, I need laughter. I don’t have to be chatty one, I can be the one listening, as long as someone is there to keep me occupied.
I don’t have to stay up for the whole night, I just want to get tired & start dreaming once I lie on my bed.
I don’t like to think. I don’t like images falling upon me when my eyes are closed.
I need you.
Never once have you left my life. Sometimes I rather pretend that you’re still with me. Maybe, I’ll be happier?
At least, I’m lucky to have my girls with me now. I don’t how long this friendship will last, it has been 7 years.
I don’t know if it is still as strong or stronger. I don’t know if we still need each other, but I know that for now, when I need them, they’re there.
Maybe the plans that we shared may not happen, or it may be better, but as long as… Now, we still have each other.
Thank you, girls ♥
“ You hear me?”
Labels: dear life
Below are the photos from I/C 10/11.
Not in sequence & not all are posted cause I’m not too sure if the others could be publicized.
Buffet night
DJs
Gangoo, wrong side!!
One of the campers who happens to be my secondary junior- Sophia
Ahpiang, LL.
Ahbang Huat
Super grad, YY
Just hope tying him up will shut his mouth. Lol.
Campers
Mascots
Requests
Cooks area
Played game during free time, & Gangoo had 2 drink 2 cups with water filled to the brim.
At the end, he had a headache & was resting almost the whole day. Lol.
Poor medic :/
You deserved it for playing a prank on us, Kenneth. Lol.
& then I don’t know why it was Farris’s turn
Gangoo’s turn for being so cocky. Hahahas.
Nigel’s turn, for always be the one bullying.
Oh gosh.
I still can’t accept the fact that school is reopening on Monday. Argh.
I’m gonna miss all the night lives.
“ Friendship isn’t about whom you’ve known the longest.
It’s about who came, & never left you side.”
Labels: 3 years
