You don't love a woman
because she is beautiful,
she is beautiful
because you love her
♥
Itchy hands.
Let me update a brief post of my Chinese New Year! ><
First day of Chinese New Year; 初一
With his cousin (:
Cousin & Sister
Second day; 初二
Third day; 初三
Sad to say
But Panda accompanied me afterwards :D
Fourth day; 初四
but this time… Alone :(
Fifth day; 初五
Sixth day; 初六
HAPPY BELATED TO AHLEI! 
LAO YU SHEN!
COOKIES FROM YENCEEN! Thanks! (:
GAIA ♥
Seventh day; 初七
Samantha & Jerome joined in but Panda went off early for work :(
Eighth day; 初八
A week of Chinese New Year has passed unknowingly.
14 Blades; 锦衣卫
Basically, Donnie Yen was really the main actor.
Others either come out awhile or only come out at the end.
However, it is worth watching if you enjoy fighting scenes, especially Donnie Yen’s stunts :D
Ninth day; 初九 which is today.
It is the saddest thing during Chinese New Year. Boooo!
I WANT MY HOLIDAY TO ARRIVE FAST NOWWWW! 
Don't believe your friends when they ask you to be honest with them.
All they really want is to be maintained in the good opinion they have of themselves.
- Albert Camus
Labels: what a cny
Updating a short post to prevent my blog to be so lifeless.
Hate to see it so bored, as if reflecting on my life.
Friends, ask me out ask me out! Especially after during Chinese New Year & after my papers!
My whole plan is so ruined today, thanks to NS. I really hate it.
My movie. My gifts. My preparation. My time. My activities. My confession. My drama.
ALL RUINED. ALL CHANGED! 
Need vulgarities to release my anger. Bring me somewhere I can shout out!
Some stuffs could be changed, but well. Shan’t mention.
This was taken around last week after my presentation. The hilarious part is on the response.
It says 新春恭喜，鸿圆大展 恭喜发财. He/she is actually congratulating me & wishing me a Chinese New Year when I already had problems with my presentation! Lmao.
I really had no idea of how to respond to this message.
Let me give you a solution if you’ve problem studying with your laptop infront of you.
If you happen to take away the book, then Im sorry but the only solution is “Start” & “Shut Down” 
I’ve so much so say, but I don’t know how to put them in words.
My feelings is undergoing ups & downs. I have no idea what to do, & how to react.
All I know is when I feel lost, I’ll cry. I’ll start throwing my temper, then slowly, I’ll feel numb.
What exactly is my decision? Sigh :(
Exams are driving me mad. It’ll straight straight after Chinese New Year, or rather, it is still in the week & month of Chinese New Year.
I HAVE NO MOOD TO STUDY!
I NEED SOME MOTIVATION!
& ITS SOMETHING THAT WILL REALLY FCKING MOTIVATE ME!
Maybe when you’re really feeling vulnerable,
shut your eyes, shut your ears,
just let your mouth & nose calm you down.
Leave the complicated world a moment & let yourself inside your own world.
Who really understand me? I wonder.
Do you know what I am feeling now? No.
Someone, anyone, says you understand me :’(
“love is like a ghost,
many talk about it,
but few have seen it”
Labels: lesser smiles if you realize
Nothing much today. Basically, going school is a waste of time now.
Either its lecture (combined class; so not listening) or it’ll be assignment time.
Going school now is for the sake of marking attendance.
Anyway, I had interview @ M Hotel (Tanjong Pagar) for internship today, with Weiling.
Surprisingly & fortunately we got selected from the same hotel :D At least there is somebody to look out for each other, I think.
Journey wise… Train journey is alright for me but the walking journey with heels is uh-uh. However, I guess we’ll be wearing flats instead if we’re working there, so that will ne alright…
Working environment wise… People there look friendly, the staffs from HR are all females, many staffs are foreigners/ other races, hardly Chinese locals, canteen looks oh-no for me.
Did not manage to tour around the hotel but looking at the lobby & toilet for guests, I guess the hotel should be fine.
First interview with Ms Lin was scary, it was my first time having a face-to-face interview afterall.
Second interview was with Ms Joan, a nice lady working in F&B. She introduced the job. I will have to be the receptionist & the waitress.
I don’t only serve food, but I may have to chat with the guests as I will be working in the Executive Club where the top-notch foreigners will be relaxing at.
I love talking, but what worries me is, am I able to communicate well with them? Gosh. I guess there is where my learning experience starts.
Well, it is not confirmed yet, they’ll still contact me, so I’ll stop worrying & wait for their call patiently :P
Ahh, I can’t wait to start my internship :D :D :D It’ll be tiring, but Im so eager to learn stuffs from hotel!
Back home, all worn out.
Just wanna have my dinner while watching Together, then study for tomorrow’s interview.
Ya, another interview, but its SAPP interview. Codings. Yawns! :O
“Every achievement was once
considered impossible”
Labels: Unpredictable
