You don't love a woman
because she is beautiful,
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because you love her
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YAY! I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST! 
I wanna thank my instructor for his naggings & the tester for being so fatherly :D
Among the 3 (indeed, my lucky number!) tests that I had taken, this is the most memorable. Not because I passed it, but my legs literally shivered during parallel parking.
Trembling so hard that I couldn’t control my clutch pedal well. Seriously, I was so frightened when I knew trembling legs would completely affect the driving.
Another memorable part was… It was pouring heavily before my test! Praying so hard that it’d stop. Yah, at the end it drizzled, better than nothing. However!
When the instructor told me if I knew how to use the wiper, I answered ‘YES!’ confidently, at the end, I had problem with it. Lol. So embarrassing!
Emergency brake. Its the fun part, ‘BANG!’ & you had to step both the clutch & brake pedals together AS HARD AS YOU CAN! Meaning, legs lift high up & down you go!
For the past 2 experiences, I did pretty well for the emergency brake, but this time.. I din know why the impact wasn’t so big. Weak emergency brake, but at least my bag fell behind & the car braked immediately so (Y).
Alas, I’ve passed with 18 points. Just passed :p
Graduation video, I thought it was some other boring video but no! It was a scary movie! All the gross & frightening pictures just made me feel that actually … driving isn’t that … cool at all.
Hahahas. Its just another risk for you to say byebye!
After applying for my license, off to Fabrika for work. Yeayea, it was indeed an awesome experience. Working in a chill bar is quite relaxing.. but.. strained out.
Maybe it was my first time, not used to it? Yea, but it wasn’t as busy as last week, so kinda missed the busy part.
The drinks there aren’t costly, so you guys can actually bring friends there to chill. If Im not working, I think I’ll like that place too. Nice scenery, comfy atmosphere, cheap drinks, tasty finger food..
Just a day & I had experienced almost quite a number of stuffs in a bar.
Boss sent me home after supper. Ohmygod. It was my very first time in a mini cooper! & its the mini edition in red color. Cool man. Sitting in my dream car with the cold wind blowing my hair. I should work harder for my dream car!
Reached home. K.O!
5 hours of sleep & 3 consecutive tuitions to give.
Dinner @ Hard Rock Cafe with Zhangkai!
Totally packed on Saturday, waited for around 15 minutes before we got our seats.
Nice place to chill. I think it’ll be relaxing to go there alone. Have a drink at the bar with the rock ‘n’ roll music…
Nachos.
with salsa sauce.
Pepper steak.
Beef brisket.
Day started off well, proceeded on with no problems, but the sad to say, the day ended off badly.
YANLING BABE! HAPPY B’DAY TO YOU! :D
“I should have known that all I get is lonely
for losing you”
Labels: and it keeps me changing
I survived work on Monday! But I left an hour earlier =/
Really, the aircon in the office is overwhelming, it just worsened my flu cause I couldn't taste anything that I've eaten.
One of my colleagues got flu, another coughing badly. Fortunately, I've got both!
I was coughing my lungs out when my assistant in-charge said: "If you're really not feeling well, just go home, okay? Don't.. spread to everyone."
Oh well, am I supposed to take as a concern/ ..?
Anyway, the feeling of stepping into my house with the smell of home, makes me feel so much better.
Oh man.. The importance of a home.
Daddy is sucha kid. He thumbs up when I rejected his ice cream: "You cannot eat cause you're sick?" (Y)
Lol.
Dinner @ home on Tuesday. Loves.
Don't know why, Im feeling so haggard these few days since I've started to fall sick.
I just want to stay at home, sleep when I could.
Wednesday, work as per normal, but drizzling & windy. I swear I need to buy a stable umbrella, & I mean stable, won't overturn when big wind blows.
Its so embarrassed when my umbrella was swinging around with my both my hands gripped onto it tightly.
ALAS, I GAVE UP. Give up also don't want to give chance. When I was closing it, it oveturned! Wts?! Paiseh ttm. At the end, with /without umbrella, I was still drenched.
Shit arse.
After work, driving lesson @ Lakeside. I really think my parking sucks, or maybe its because I couldn't concentrate after work & I couldn't see well at night.
When the sky got darker, my vision starts to deteriorate. I missed the curb a few times & I still happily reversing until my instructor told me that I had been missing the curb.
So yah, stopped parking & practiced on my u-turn instead..
Driving test is arriving. I shall psycho myself this: "It'll be the best if i can pass, if I can't, try again!"
Yah right. Hopefully this sentence will eventually get into my mind when the test date has arrived, so I won't be so panicked & my legs would just stop shivering.
Back home, did some stuffs & only had dinner at 9.30pm =/
Conference talk with 80 babes, ohman.. We sounded like some secondary school kids chatting on the phone! Hahahas!
Thursday, woke up reluctantly, telling myself that I can't afford to skip work anymore.
Mini celebration in the office, the cake is seriously divine. Hahahas.
http://www.thepatissier.com/webtop/
After work, shopped at Lot alone, bought everything I needed urgently. Relieved. No more worrying for nothing.
Well, check out this cool uBoard.
"Friendship is a promise made in the heart.
Silent. Unwritten. Unbreakable by distance. Unchangeable by time."
Labels: PCP
After so many days, I still feel so sick.
Fever has got better but still feeling hot & fatigue. Its as if no matter how much sleep I had, it is always insufficient.
I missed the chance of getting high in Jaychou’s concert & even missed the opportunity of catching a glimpse of him at Zouk :( pfft.
Nevertheless, I’ve a sweet god-cousin who actually remembered me though we never contact frequently.
She called & asked if I wanted to get anything there, she suggested the ring, so yah, the ring. At the end, she bought so many stuffs for me!
The tee shirt which her friend helped me to buy on Friday.
The ring she bought on Saturday =]
When she tagged me with all these photos on Facebook, excitement overwhelms me lah! Now, I can’t wait to see her. Thank her by giving her a tight.. hug! & ofcourse, get my hands on all those stuffs!
Okay, $68, & l’ll own them, then I shall take a snapshot of each of the items again! =]
Hehehes. Even though Im not there to support Jaychou, by buying his stuffs, I guess it can be considered supporting too!
Then again, have to start work again tomorrow. After being absent for a week for work, I thought my attachment has ended. Lol.
Too bad, it was just my illusion x:
Please please please, let me recover by tonight! :( I don’t want to look sick at work.
“Sometimes..
You gotta let the tears drop..
Tell everyone your fine..
and keep what's wrong to yourself.”
Labels: Astraphobia
Thanks to this inconsistent fever, I’ve missed out alot of stuffs.
I’ve used up almost all my medical leaves for internship. 90% of attendance is required which means, I am only allowed to be absent for 8 days. Until now, I’ve used up 5 days & Im gonna use 1 more on my driving test this month, so it'll be 6. So basically, I am only left with 2/ 19 days of medical leaves when it reaches August.
It sucks lah, as in its very unfair for people who fall sick easily like me. Being sick is enough, I still have to take note of the medical leaves I am left with & plan my medical leaves properly.
Visited the doctor, I thought everything will be fine when I stepped out of the clinic, until my stomach started to hurt.
I thought it’d be fine after a while, lil did I know, while walking to the carpark, my vision & hearing became blur.
Holding on to the railings, crying out for my parents, luckily they were there. I could feel the grip on my arm, those kinda worried grip.
Seriously, during that blackout, I thought I was going to die, but I told myself I wouldn’t struggle.
People say you’ll have flashbacks. Yes, it is true, I had. Those fast & many repeated flashbacks.
When I was carried into the clinic, I could feel people around me, then carried to a bed.
Oh gosh, I felt better lying down. I woke up with the pretty doctor infront of me, warming up some machine so as to warm my stomach.
Yes, again, it was my gastric which is playing tricks on me. Empty stomach. However, I did eat, just that I ate a lil. No appetite, & I’ll feel like puking.
The warmer did not help at first, it was still hurting, it was as if someone was crushing my stomach.
So, after some consideration, the doctor decided to do perform some acupuncture on my leg. My first time, it sucks. The cramp feeling & when she went deeper, you had to bear with it & not tighten your muscle. It was different from injection. I could still feel the sour feeling on my legs now.
Oh man.. Now, I realize how important to leave the world with no regrets.
“ Don’t hesitate, don’t be afraid that it’ll fail
confess while you can”
Labels: its never fair
Woke up in the morning, took my temperature- 36.6! Suitable for work.
However, when I stepped into the freezing office, I could feel that my body is getting warmer. Sucks ttm. If only the temperature wasn’t so normal in the morning, I’d not go to work.
Lucky me, I managed to survive till I’ve reached & surprisingly, I felt so much better!
Hopefully I’ll be fine & I can continue work as per normal tomorrow. I want to be the hyper Felicia at work man…
Anyway, I was asked to have a trial working at the newly opened bar in Klapsons; fabrika.
I din expect that the bar could be fullhouse despite opening only recently & with no early notice. Jason told me that people from other buildings saw the bar & some were introduced from his colleagues, hence there are quite a number of walk in guests.
Oh well, wait till I confirmed the pay, then decide if I should work there. It’ll be on Friday, 4pm – 2am.. There’re some considerations due to my morning tuitions the next day.
Alright, if I were to work there on Friday, do come & support me, okay? So I won’t have to entertain outside guests too x:
Currently, Jaychou must be singing vigorously for his fans @ Bugis. Argh. If only I’ve recovered, I’ll be there now! Even though I couldn’t join the queue cause he’ll only sign for 2 hours, I’d like to just peek at him!
Talking about the 2 hours, I think he is getting a lil bit proud man… I mean fans started queuing since morning, you should at least sign for those who’re in the queue before you’ve arrived.
Boooooooooooooooring. Can’t attend his autograph session, can’t watch his concert, not even one. Damn. Should I consider going Zouk cause my colleagues said he’d be there everytime after his concert?
“ When your eyes looked deep into my eyes,
my heart thumps”
Labels: its early to say
Received a Famous Amos cookie from him.
Haven’t got the chance to try, thanks to the flu & burning throat Im having now. By the time I can enjoy it, hopefully the cookie won’t turn bad.
Caught a cold & throat starts to hurt yesterday, like out of a sudden, in the middle of the day.
Thought I would be fine after a sleep & I could head for work today but I was bloody wrong. Yesterday night was friggin torturous. In the middle of the night, my throat was stinging & I had difficulty speaking properly. My voice was total manly & I had to force my voice out.
I woke up for toilet, for clearing my running nose, then went back to sleep again. I think this procedure had been repeating till the sun rise.
It was long night man… I was praying for the clock to tick faster so I could rush to the doctor early in the morning.
Finally, my Dad brought me to the Chinese doctor who I prefer consulting. Other than that, I don’t like. I hate doctors, they prescribed stupid medicine, like so many colors, so many flavors… Trying to cheat a kid. Lol.
Waiting time at the Chinese clinic was still fine. When I told my doctor that my school doesn’t accept medical cert from Chinese clinic, he was quite furious & couldn’t understand why. Its impossible for me to say that cause they think that Chinese physicians are not qualified… If not, I think he’ll not just be angry only. He still pass me 2 cards which state that he is from the TCM board. However, when I called my LO, she said it is TCM that the school won’t accept.
Doctor said I should cut down the intake of spicy food & I may be allergic to some types of chilli. Hmm. I guess I should really stop taking so much spicy stuffs in order to protect my precious voice :(
Oh well, had to go down polyclinic just for a darn slip. If you guys saw my tweets, yes, I waited for 3 hours alone for a stupid medical cert. From 300 more people to 100 more people to another few more… Seriously, I really don’t understand why medical cert from Chinese clinic is not acceptable!? They’re also doctors & I think they can do better than Western doctors in some way man…
While waiting, patients with an accompany really make me jealous, be it friends, family or couples… Sitting & standing alone made me feel so lonely. Sigh. Well, who’s there to blame but myself for being sick on weekdays. People are either working or studying…
Then I heard a bastard shouting at his Mother. His mother was filled with grey hair & walk while hunching. The son who is in his 20s, I think, actually asked his Mother for money to eat a carrot cake & a cup of coffee. Okay, maybe he hasn’t had any money on him, but wait till you see him shouted his Mother for tissue & after wiping his dirty mouth, he threw it at her. Wtf? After eating, he just pushed the chair loudly & walked away with is old Mother trying to catch up with him. He is sucha a mother fucker, & should just jump down from the building lah.
Had to keep myself awake cause I don’t know when it’ll be my turn, so I waited & waited, waited from no fever till my temperature rose up to 38 degree when the doctor checked. I requested for just a medical cert, no medicine. He asked why, I answered, I don’t like the western medicine, it makes me feel nauseous. Lucky me, no medicine.
Looking at the medical cert, fck, I spent 3 hours for it. Pfft.
I am issued with 2 days mc, but Im still deciding if I should stay at home/ skip work tomorrow. I don’t want my attendance to affect my internship’s grades..
I just received a phone call from my LO, she said the Chinese medical cert can be accepted if TCM is registered under Singapore Town Council. Something like that. & I want to say, I WAITED FOR 3 HOURS FOR THE ‘LEGAL’ MEDICAL CERT & NOW YOU TELL ME THAT THE CHINESE MC CAN BE ACCEPTED?! IF YOU DON’T KNOW, IT WAS CRAZY WHILE WAITING FOR MY QUEUE NUMBER LAH! I called before I proceeded to the Polyclinic & you could still happily confidently tell me TCM cannot be accepted. Wts.
“All I really need is somebody who will listen to my bullshit,
call me out on my bullshit,
& love me despite my bullshit.”
After work yesterday, watched Inception with Clement @ Lot.
During work, we were hogging the page which shows the seats for booking. As we refreshed, the available seats were decreasing; lil by lil.
Till when were gonna run off from work, the seats were almost full!
When we had reached there, the queue was long! Hoping that the people in the queue would even out with the shows showing.
Lucky us, the couple seats on the side saved us.
After dinner, arcade & wasting time walking around the shopping centre, it was time to get ready for an exciting show. When we got up, the level was packed with people!
People still queuing up for tickets, queuing up for snacks, queuing up for toilet, queuing up to get in. HUMANS HUMANS HUMANS! QUEUES QUEUES QUEUES! EVERYWHERE!
Gosh. It was my first time squeezing my way thru for a show. I guess there’re loadsa enthralling shows for this season, but Im waiting those in the next season! 
When I got in the cinema, slowly the crowd came in, & when I turned back… F.U.L.L.H.O.U.S.E! Front row, back row. Woohooo.
This show isn’t that bad. However, the starting isn’t as thrilling as the ending. Maybe it is also because we were worn-out from work, so we couldn’t concentrate.
For me, I couldn’t understand the starting, but no worries, my doubts were cleared at the ending. Although it wasn’t a happy ending, I think it was awesome. As in how they linked everything up & left pieces of mystery at each part. The movie seriously keeps me in suspense lah, then I was like super anxious about whatever they’re gonna do.
Dream in a dream, like what my title stated :D
Oh well, I saw Clement having his eyes closed for a moment. LOL. Don’t deny, dumb.
Ohyah, & its a 2 hours plus show, so better pee before getting in & don’t drink so much cause you can’t afford to rush to the toilet & miss a part.
Anyway, introducing my new insane friend…! I totally enjoy playing with him! He makes me wild & laugh like there is no tomorrow man…! Hahahas.
Yea, the Lousy Hulk.
Awww~ Cutie pie!
Cry what shit, huh?!
Ghastly Clement & Jeff behind
This is what I call… Retard! peace.
Eh, I was just trying to be you!
HAHAHAHAS! IDIOTS!
ARGH! $%$^%$&%&*$#@#$$!
LOL. DINO?
SHINN on the right.
I
THIS! Skype display picture uh!
Supposed to be advertisement for sparkling tooth! DUMB!
Seriously, you’re raped sexily.
Too bad I’ve moved to another building, another department, different levels :( If not Clement, I think your bff can’t stand us & will just “HEY! WHY’RE YOU SO NOISY!?” x:
Yah, don’t try to imitate him. LOL.
I know you’ll be reading this, so… Peace holmes to the mosquito bite left on your left tiny muscles! x: x: x: An eye for an eye makes the world goes round!
Just in case you’re wondering why I still can have such wild time with him when Im at another building, I’ll visit my previous department which Shinn & him are at now.
Then when I go there, I’ll start being the talkative & joker me. I think Clement’s Boss (the complain king) is gonna start his ranting again when my Boss is back x:
But.. I don’t care. Its super boring up there, you know!? I’ve no one to talk to, but only surf net, but surf net will also slowly get bored lah :(
I so want my attachment to end asap!
But if my attachment ends, I’ve no more extra income & to survive, I’ve to find one :( Yah, but no bangala pay.
I need to make my days more happening. Maybe casual meet ups with various friends during weekdays.
Then during weekends, I should go for some sport, karoake, outing, supper & maybe shopping. Yah, this shall be it.
But… where is the money? Booo.
“Difference between Childhood and Adulthood....
Then: Pretended to cry when sleepy, to attract mom's attention
Now: Pretend to be asleep when actually crying quietly”
Labels: prevention is better than cure
