You don't love a woman
because she is beautiful,
she is beautiful
because you love her
♥
Thanks to this inconsistent fever, I’ve missed out alot of stuffs.
I’ve used up almost all my medical leaves for internship. 90% of attendance is required which means, I am only allowed to be absent for 8 days. Until now, I’ve used up 5 days & Im gonna use 1 more on my driving test this month, so it'll be 6. So basically, I am only left with 2/ 19 days of medical leaves when it reaches August.
It sucks lah, as in its very unfair for people who fall sick easily like me. Being sick is enough, I still have to take note of the medical leaves I am left with & plan my medical leaves properly.
Visited the doctor, I thought everything will be fine when I stepped out of the clinic, until my stomach started to hurt.
I thought it’d be fine after a while, lil did I know, while walking to the carpark, my vision & hearing became blur.
Holding on to the railings, crying out for my parents, luckily they were there. I could feel the grip on my arm, those kinda worried grip.
Seriously, during that blackout, I thought I was going to die, but I told myself I wouldn’t struggle.
People say you’ll have flashbacks. Yes, it is true, I had. Those fast & many repeated flashbacks.
When I was carried into the clinic, I could feel people around me, then carried to a bed.
Oh gosh, I felt better lying down. I woke up with the pretty doctor infront of me, warming up some machine so as to warm my stomach.
Yes, again, it was my gastric which is playing tricks on me. Empty stomach. However, I did eat, just that I ate a lil. No appetite, & I’ll feel like puking.
The warmer did not help at first, it was still hurting, it was as if someone was crushing my stomach.
So, after some consideration, the doctor decided to do perform some acupuncture on my leg. My first time, it sucks. The cramp feeling & when she went deeper, you had to bear with it & not tighten your muscle. It was different from injection. I could still feel the sour feeling on my legs now.
Oh man.. Now, I realize how important to leave the world with no regrets.
“ Don’t hesitate, don’t be afraid that it’ll fail
confess while you can”
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