You don't love a woman
because she is beautiful,
she is beautiful
because you love her
♥
Updating a short post to prevent my blog to be so lifeless.
Hate to see it so bored, as if reflecting on my life.
Friends, ask me out ask me out! Especially after during Chinese New Year & after my papers!
My whole plan is so ruined today, thanks to NS. I really hate it.
My movie. My gifts. My preparation. My time. My activities. My confession. My drama.
ALL RUINED. ALL CHANGED! 
Need vulgarities to release my anger. Bring me somewhere I can shout out!
Some stuffs could be changed, but well. Shan’t mention.
This was taken around last week after my presentation. The hilarious part is on the response.
It says 新春恭喜，鸿圆大展 恭喜发财. He/she is actually congratulating me & wishing me a Chinese New Year when I already had problems with my presentation! Lmao.
I really had no idea of how to respond to this message.
Let me give you a solution if you’ve problem studying with your laptop infront of you.
If you happen to take away the book, then Im sorry but the only solution is “Start” & “Shut Down” 
I’ve so much so say, but I don’t know how to put them in words.
My feelings is undergoing ups & downs. I have no idea what to do, & how to react.
All I know is when I feel lost, I’ll cry. I’ll start throwing my temper, then slowly, I’ll feel numb.
What exactly is my decision? Sigh :(
Exams are driving me mad. It’ll straight straight after Chinese New Year, or rather, it is still in the week & month of Chinese New Year.
I HAVE NO MOOD TO STUDY!
I NEED SOME MOTIVATION!
& ITS SOMETHING THAT WILL REALLY FCKING MOTIVATE ME!
Maybe when you’re really feeling vulnerable,
shut your eyes, shut your ears,
just let your mouth & nose calm you down.
Leave the complicated world a moment & let yourself inside your own world.
Who really understand me? I wonder.
Do you know what I am feeling now? No.
Someone, anyone, says you understand me :’(
“love is like a ghost,
many talk about it,
but few have seen it”
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