under the luminous moon

MST Week

Monday, June 29, 2009 6:38 PM

I know I should be mugging now but my hands are itching to blog! :p

Before I start any random topics, I'll will like to remind GAIA,
to return Oscar 7 dollars for the BBQ! (:
You can drop by clubhouse to return him, as he suggested. Haha.
Ohya, please help me spread around this message, okay? Thanks! :D
Remember hor! Haha!

My first MST paper of the year had just finished today & all I hope is for a pass, seriously.
I dare not have high expectations.
Stupid course, modules, no sample paper for everything & we don't even know what will the paper be like. Z.

Gonna mug later for the next & last paper of the month. Pfft. I hate having to study for exams over the holidays. Grrr. It totally spoils everything!

Anyway, check out this Jelly Chocolate. Yummy! I finished it in like 10 minutes & I craved for more! :p

Look at the jelly inside. Woohooo.

&I think this is marshmallow :p

I think you can get this from Candy Empire, Im gonna check it out on Wednesday. Hee.

I wanna change handphone!
Here are some choices which I've made, any opinions? ^^ All Sony Ericsson, I've not tried this model before ..

First choice- Aino

Second choice- Satio

Third choice- T715
sonyericsson.sg

So how? Currently, I go for Aino but I haven't checked out their prices yet .. Ahh. So tempting to buy asap ~

Oh well, Im gonna have my revision now. Bye Readers!
GAIA, remember the announcement! X:

7pm, 29 June 09, Monday

"thanks for
all who care"

Labels: Just so you know

The almost

Saturday, June 27, 2009 12:51 AM

Cherish what you have now, you don't know what the future holds.
If you've made a mistake, learn from it.
If someone is to forgive you, trust them, they'll lead you the way.
Learn from your experience, don't give up easily.
Never say die, cause die won't actually solve everything.
does all these really mean what they mean? sigh.

Can we really not look at the past & look forward easily?
It sounds easy especially when someone is there to support you; maybe not only someone, is many of them...
However, it is already very hard. What past is the past, but it did happen, how can I not look at it?
I close my eyes, I wonder how bad have I been. I tried to shut my brain, but why do good memories still recur?
Start all over again? Turn over a new leaf? Forgive & forget? Are these just words pleasant to ear?
You gave me a chance, I gave myself a chance, but still I shake with fear- confidence.
Can I really be what you want? Can you really accept what I am? What if your effort turns to waste?

I look like a lost girl in the jungle. Where are the exits in my life? Where're they? How can I escape from this darkness, this emptiness?
What do I want? How to I say? Why am I here? When can this end?
Questions, questions, just like an inquisitive child bothering her parents with several head cracking questions; or maybe there are no answers.

Your eyes, that cold but forgiving eyes .. They make me guilty, yet gives me warmth. What're you? Who're you? Why can you control my emotions so easily?

Do you believe in Fate? Fate brought us together, Fate tortured us, Fate pulled us away, Fate pushed us back... Fate told us, reminded us, this is Fate.

Whats done is undone. I really believe this. You hurt that person, you hurt. Even if he forgives you, you know you hurt him afterall. You loved the wrong person, you regretted, but you did love him afterall. You trusted her, but she betrayed you. Even if he trusts you again, you can't possibly tell yourself that you've done nothing wrong.

Almost. Almost. Almost.

This is what I feel about my life. Humans.

no date, no day, no time. always thinking about this.

"love hurts,
but yet sweet"

Labels: Blinded

2nd Survey

Wednesday, June 24, 2009 4:29 PM

HELP ME DO THIS SURVEY, READERS! Thanks! :D
You can ignore this if I've disturbed you on MSN!
This survey is about Booking A Tour.

Feel free to leave your name in my tagboard if you've done my survey (: (: (:

Labels: Greatly Appreciated

I got the song!

3:02 PM

Im listening to the song I was searching!
Thanks, Carlyn for lending me the Boys Over Flowers soundtrack! Although I din find the song, but it helped cause I got other songs which I don't have :p
Ofcourse, thanks Yenceen for making the effort to send me the song & lyric to my hotmail! & woohoo! That was the song I was searching! :D :D :D
I was like :D :) :D :) when I heard the song! Hohoho! How did you know that was the song I was searching!? Where did you get it!?

22 June 09, Monday
12 am.

HAPPY B'DAY, DADDY! :D

Stay handsome! Hee.

I look like the b'day girl. Haha.

Mummy was wearing pyjamas so no picture of her. Lol.

Lets celebrate! :D

Then in the late afternoon, shopped for BBQ food & then BBQ at Lionel's condo! Weee~

3 people(Gorilla, Qiaoyan & Carlyn) actually gathered infront of this pork & discussed if this is Shabushabu or don't know what. Lol!

BBQ.

Thanks GAIA for taking note of my blog for so much changes.
Thanks for helping out in booking the condo.
Thanks for shopping the food.
Thanks for carrying the stuffs.
Thanks for preparing the food.
Thanks for forking out money.
Thanks for being a tanker.
Thanks for participating in this BBQ.
Appreciated & hoped that short night did not go wasted (:

GAIA, for those who did not join us in organizing the camp, you're still part of us & I was surprised when you guys actually attended the BBQ.
For those who did join in & organize a wonderful one & only 09/10 camp, hope the memories is not erased yet. If you did not, please continue keeping them, carving them, marking them.
For those who already erased those extraordinary memories, Im here to let you recollect again.
Remember the times we cried, laughed, quarreled, fought with each other? Remember the times we bicker with them/each other, or even rebelled? Remember we hugged each other, be it joy or sorrow? Remember we voiced out, forgave, forget? Remember we helped each other/them? Remember we sleep, eat, shit, pee, drink, work together? I remember all of them, & I believe you guys remember too.
Yea, maybe some of us are not getting anymore closer, but well, we're still GAIA afterall. Because you're GAIA, we mind how you think, what you do, how you react, what to do .... Sometimes, we do make mistakes, we do neglect, we do take things for granted. Humans make mistakes & need somebody to correct them. Not only correct them, teach them, guide them, bear with them. Unhappiness can be voiced out & together we can do something about it. Sometimes, people don't know what we're thinking, they are not God.
Not many people can have this exceptional friendship. If you do believe in Fate, this is Fate.
If you don't believe in Fate, this is something not easy to come by but after a long road.
Last but not least, I hope all of you, GAIA, to be joyful ! :D

23 June 09, Tuesday
Studied @ Marina Square with Calvin & Weeling! I shall skip everything until dinner time!
Our exciting, thrilling dinner!

日本村 @ Cathay
It was my first time ! :D

New taste, the black part was not as disgusting as it looks. Salmon is extremely yummy & addictive! Im craving!

The exhilarant of the night comes ...
Open numbers with the punishment of Wasabi! Roars!
Somewhat eerie, the person who gets to eat Wasabi, gets to eat continuously for many times. So, Calvin was actually the pitiful one X:
He doens't eat Wasabi, & he was the one who finished the last 2 pieces if chicken with hatred Wasabi! Why hatred Wasabi? Cause Weeling & I were like taking revenge of each other until we really dipped the chicken INTO the Wasabi. When it was Calvin's turn, we were already evil. Heh heh heh! :p