under the luminous moon

Loneliness

Thursday, April 30, 2009 9:58 PM

Life sucks, until now. Maybe it is because of school , maybe also because everything starts to
change.

Why life sucks?

There is this swine flu now which panic me whenever I've caught a flu.
I realize I need money more.
Friends are all getting busy.
Panda:D has to work.
Felicia has to study hard but she hates programming.
Feel that Im getting more tired each day.
Im growing older.
... & I believe there'll be many more for me to suffer.

I've been attending school these few days, obviously. Oh, so hows school!? Hows my new option? Am I happy with it? Hmm. Everything was fine until Lecturers start feeding my brain with codes for programming. Yawns. Why can't I just study theory & not doing flash, website, or what-so-ever. Its like, will all the stuffs I've learnt come useful in the future? I don't even want to have a job which needs programming; no life.

Oh well, time to destress (:

Cuties! X:

Visited Panda:D's elder sister's house yesterday at Pioneer. Executive! OhmyGod. I seriously want an executive in the future! & design it to be like my dreamhouse! Hohohohos. Its so big, so spacious, so .. Wow O.O Eye-opening. Hees.
So what if I can't get a penthouse, an executive is enough though :p
Most importantly, I got to play with Darius! ^^ He is so damn adorable but he gets jealous easily. Lmao.

He is so engrossed in the childrens' songs.
What do you call them again?

As for today, I shan't talk about my last 3 hours lesson- programming nonstop! Pfft. I felt like slamming my laptop onto the wall. Roars!
Anyway, my mood lightened up when I saw how my Junior celebrateed b'day. I could really see the b'day girl almost cried out when she saw the cake & ofcourse, when everybody started singing happy b'day song to her.
I heard that she never had a wonderful b'day before since young, just like me.
My b'day always falls on exam period / holidays, so nobody cares to specially celebrate with me. Hence, I've always wished one day somebody'll actually plan my b'day. However, I never dared to carry high expectations.
Yea, until 1 fine day, this guy planned my b'day & really surprised me. Well, this is how I started to reminisce. How much ups & downs I had been thru .. How many people offered helping hands in my life? How much had I helped people? Have I enjoyed my life all this while? How much I dropped tears for my love ones. How many time that I had been disappointed ..

See, I've lesser things to blog now. I've no life! Ohmytian!
Luckily tomorrow is Labour Day means no school! No school means don't have to carry heavy bag, no holding my laptop, no squeezing train, no waking up early, no facing Lecturers, no eating school's food, no extra lesson .. Yeeeeeepie!
Nevermind, Im going Science Centre on Saturday! Wooohooooos!
I thought I was going alone / just with Panda:D , but now 80 may be joining me, Im happier!
:p :p :p I've got people to go crazy & like WOW! OHMYGOD! AHHHHS! COOOL! x: x: x:

10.30pm, Thursday, 30 April 09

"没有你的
雨天"

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Flu sucks.

Tuesday, May 06, 2008 1:09 PM

Yesterday;
Flu started when I reached school.
Gosh, thats when my toture starts. x/
So skipped the last lesson with Yit Seng&Lion L .
Ohsohs, I think the CRS Lecturer was angry but lalalas`, I was sick.
Hmm~ So slacked at CADC while waiting to go work .
I know Im sick , I should not go work, but they had no enough manpower.
So thanks Dickson, ShangJie&his 5 year old cousin, Wenhao, for accompanying me (:
Let the pictures do the talking -

Outside Sports Hall

Dickson, Wenhao, ShangJie

At around 3.45pm , headed to work.

Ohsmygod! I felt that I could faint, but luckily my workplace has a water dispenser which contains hot water now.

Yeepie! I drank like around 5bottles! &I had been running to the loo like umpteen times!

Hmm~ Weirdo Boyboy went home when he supposed to work FULL shift. -,-

Rahhs! Leaving Azmi, Fred&me. Alamak larhs !

Alright, finally my work finished!

Okays! I swear I was feeling darn worse , I thought I could sleep in the station.

Luckily , like so luckily&concidence, ShangJie was heading towards Outram too,

&so he offered to send me home. Wow!

Thanks aloads. (:

Reached home, fainted on my bed. Zzzzz.

&...

HAPPY B'DAY MINGLEI (:

2o 2o 2o 2o 2o

GETTING older X:

Today ;

Decided to get late for school.

So skipped the first lesson which was at 8.3oam,

&attended the second 1oam lesson .

Ohsmygod, should have continue sleeping.

Firstly, I din understand a heck what the Lecturer was saying&I had wasted loadsa tissues.

Like what Lion L said: YOU'RE A TREE MURDERER.

O.O

You can understand now.

Im not feeling any better when I thought I was.

Yawns!

Yoohooo~ Breaktime!

Down the " hill " to CADC to meet ShangJie for lunch.

Took this from CADC.

Hees(:

Lol, &ShangJie asked : DONT YOU THINK SHE IS SICK?

His friend: OHSYARHS, CAN SEE.

Me: SERIOUS!? WHY?

His friend: YOUR BAD EYEBAG.

Me : OOOOO~ HAHAS!

Lols, well, those who know me well got used to it already!

Okays, after that , played with Wenhao again.

This time, with loadsa people.

Hahas, he is so cute larhs! ^^

Will try to take a photo with him : D

Ohs so now, Im having TBCM lesson. Not bad~ Questions !

Let me show you the Questions Lecturer asked.

1. What is your favorite word? Whatever!

2. Least favorite word? F (:

3. Favorite sound? Sound of Jay Chou’s voice.

4. Least favorite sound? Thunder.

5. Favorite color? BLUE!

6. Least favorite color? Orange.

7. What profession of job do you like to try? Counsellor.

8. What profession of job which I’ll not try? Prositute.

9. What kind of colleague do you like to work with? Friendly & helpful.

10. What kind of colleague do you won’t like to work with?
Colleagues who like to gossip .

11. Which part of physical body would I want to change? Nose.

12. Which aspect of my character do I want to change?
Learn to accept most of the things&people.

13. What do you think the God’ll say to me when I arrive at the Heaven’s gate?
WELCOME ABOARD!

As for later, think slacking ahwhile at CADC then go home to tutor my Lil Bro.

He is so in deadmeat, his results, ohsmygod!

Please! I want to get well soon! x'/

2pm, Tuesday, 6 May o8

SOME PEOPLE MAKE THE WORLD SPECIAL

BY BEING IN IT

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