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Tuesday, June 19, 2007 7:17 AM
YESTERDAY ; MONDAY ; 18 JUNE O7
Woke up&set off to school .
Went to YewTee to meet Yiyi but she was late .
Lols. Just woke up so went to Lot&wait for her .
Lalalas`. She came , boarded the bus .
Lols! The bus was super funny, we laughed our ass off. x:
Reached school , yewk . English Enrichment .
Separated from class somemore . Tsktsktsk. Boring . ~
Finally ! Ended , went out for lunch with Fzza&Lyne.
The chicken rice tasted bad x/ Din get to fill up my stomach . Rahhs!
Strolled back to school , &when we finally reached, we were told that ChemistryPractical was cancelled!
Weets! Felt so happy lorhs . Blehs!
However, din feel like going home so took time to slack with, &since Yiyi went home,
there is none other than .,. Bodyguard!
Chit chatted , walked home Kuku him . Ahhs~ Those who know him should know his teasing style , IRRITATING! x:
Yay! Reached home , can sleep !
Woke up , headed to BukitPanjangPlaza&had Sushi for dinner .
It was yummy but the variety wasnt that much .
My father was kuku larhs! Lols.
I wanted to buy the donuts despite of the long queue but .,. THE MACHINE BROKE DOWN!
Ahhhs!
Nevermind, but it tomorrow.
TODAY ;
Ok, the day seriously started of good, had a good laugh with Lyne&Fzza, some with Dennis.
Hahas. Enunch x: to ERR is human x: unCANNY x:
Yep . It started off well, ended off bad.
Until the last fewminutes before Chemistry ends, it was already almost 5pm&im waiting to go BukitPangjangPlaza! Bytheway, it was a last minute lesson . Argh! 
After that , I was all alone heading to BukitPanjangPlaza.
Can you imagine that? A road idiot going to that place alone? &she never went there by bus before? &she is famous for getting lost?
Haas. All thanks to MYSELF! (: Whatever !
Packed my feelings, told myself the donuts would make me happier but .,.
my mother called , just nice when i was about to board the bus .
I had to skip the bus [ ofcourse] &she told me: " Your Didi is missing! Where are you now?
ME : " Im going to BPP , i told you yesterday! "
Mum: " Ohs, then can you call me when you are going home? I want you to see if Didi is at soccercourt, he din answer my call "
ME : " Ohs. "
Guys , after hearing this, would you find your brother Or buy the donuts you wanted so much?
I fcking want to find my brother! For those who know him , you should know his idiotic temper can land him into trouble outside.
So , this needs to work doubly hard [ connotative word for stupid ] called him like hell but he bloody hell just din want to answer my call .
I was worried sick [ like a fool ] . So , i decided to dump the idea of going to BPP&FIND HIM!
Ok, called him while i was finding him [ like a madwoman ]. Total 27calls i think .
Finally, he smsed me : Im coming home in 5minutes.
I replied him : call me! Or you answer when i call you .
No reply , no calls, no answering of calls .
Haas! How worried i am? [ again, like a fool ] I even asked my buddy to call him .
What is this? A useless sister maybe?
I was thinking , no matter where i've found him, Im gonna shout at him!
&why am i the one finding? Lols! My father din know , he has a car! &my mum simply told me you father needs to work .
Ohs, so what if im studying? Let Didi continue be missing?
Yarhs, what was my mum doing? Manicure? Rushing for dinner ? Oooo~
So im the hell good sister that need to find him&embarrassed myself infront of my Didi's friends when i found him PLAYING SOCCER UNDERBLOCK!
I shouted at him for your info : Why dont you just stay here&dont go back? Or should i throw
away your handphone since you cant answer any calls, &dont even to check message?
Or should i scold your friend for sitting down there&din bother to even tell you somebody is calling you FURIOUSLY? Your friends are totally useless?
For goodness sake, he should know he is young, im the elder sister, whatever he does, my mum will reflectback on me ! Get this clear! Whenever he did something wrong? I'll just unknowingly get involved! Woahs Woahs! How cool can it be?!
Im even worried like what , gave up the chances of having a short queue for the donuts&find him STARVING!
Did he ever understand?! Did heever learn his mistake?! Gosh!
&my mum , why always me? Argh! Sometimes, it is just UNFAIR x/
The feelings suck . Shut myself in the room after arguing with my mum over the phone .
Cried&talked .
I cant even do what i want? My donuts! Seriously, i only had a chocolatebar&2rotipratas UNTIL NOW! &im not asking anybody to buy dinner for me . Argh! Never! Me, myself&I .
I've always tried to stop my mum Or daddy whenever they beat my Didi but now,
Im not doing anything ! Im going to shut myself in the room even if he really shouts for help!
Blast the music Or just go out cause i know , I'll always be the next victim . I knew it .
My father wasnt even angry! What?! Only shouted : You go out want to extend timing please tell horhs!
What is this? Im thinking, what if it was me? Haas. Things wouldnt be easy, just because im a girl? Bullshit . Fair ehhs?Not that i want him to get beaten Or what, at least scare him? At least! He wasnt even repenting when my father shouted at him last time .&now, shout ONLY again . =.=
&why aint you there whenever i need you the most? Never, you were never there.
I din even dare to call you Or sms you again . Why?
Afraid that you wont answer nor reply . The feelings is actually very very very extremely bad.
Very x/ Maybe you can message me when you see this .
The day today seriously wasnt so good as i thought .
I've planned everything proper!
Ask him loadsa questions&thank him for accompanying all this while .
Buy donuts for my family&myself , go home&study .
But , i did nothing of those . Nothing &i dont feel like doing any of them now .
Argh! How good if i have an angel with me all the time .,.
7.48pm, Tuesday , 19 June o7
SOMETIMES,
ITS NEVER PAID TO BE GOOD
Labels: Unfair .
