You don't love a woman
because she is beautiful,
she is beautiful
because you love her
♥
Have been reaching home @ 1am, 3am, 4am, then yesterday, 5am.
Deprived of sleep. But I like this life. Staying out late, get worn out, then have a good sleep.
Yah, although my dark circles are getting more obvious.
Anyway, nothing much to blog about cause I’ve been doing the same stuffs almost everyday.
Just that, something is troubling me now. Lil did I know I’d get troubled over that, until yesterday, my tears gushed out again.
Sorry but, you know, I’ve been controlling myself, at least I did not just cry infront of everybody, I stayed outside.
This time, not because of relationship only. Suddenly I feel so pressurized. Maybe he is not with me, helping me anymore, so Im lost for now.
But don’t worry, I’ll catch myself back.
Sigh. People always say: “Don’t say it too early, you don’t know what’ll come.”
Now, I couldn’t agree more to that sentence.
The thing which I detest & told myself that I could never fall in this kinda situation, has finally fallen on me.
So as usual, I thought I could handle it well, but seems like Im wrong again.
Well, hope everything will come to a conclusion soon.
Fml man… I’ve no idea why am I always getting myself into this kinda complex situation. pfft.
Yah, I deserve it.
I don’t know what is good for me in the future, but I know what is for now.
“ I don’t want to be your whole life,
just your favorite part”
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